Leonardo
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Leonardo's DailyHere i will tell you of all my personal and Non-personal past. Even things i'm thinking off and on, even through sleeping from bad to good dreams. Meditaiong to relax the mind, even bad things i had to go through as a child when growing up with my brothers. ((also behind the sence take outs  )) MY Stress and acpomlishments, failures to my goals. you'll see, i'll give you an example tommorow. You'll be going inside my own head and might now more about me than i will myself.
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Guest
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That's great ^^ I'm looking forward to it
(Hope it's okay to write comments...?)
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Nouran
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cool leo.....can't wait^_^!
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Guest
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Yay! *dances Leo-dance with Nouran*
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Nouran
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hehe what's the Leo-dance dude?!i'm not a good dancerO_o!!
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Guest
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Me neither. And I have no idea! ^^
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Leonardo
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Of cosre it's alright to write Commenet:D you know i don't mind at all.:D
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Leonardo
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DailyHere's the first part.
Daily:
Jan. 15, 2007
Dear Daily(and guys.),
This might be pretty clear already, but ever since as some of you know. When i was a toddler, i feared Heights, You think i got over it? Well of cosre i did, BUT who said i still didn't have it a little in me still. Yes i still do fear heights if i'm about to die.O_O but not much like jumping on rooftops and such.^_^
But Let's say last night i had the weirdest dream.I was walking around in my mind, all i could understand is that i was in Japan, trainning with the ancient one. It was peaceful. He got up and bowed to me. Though after he was wlaking into the house, it was so dark in there. I was silence and called out." sensei!"i said. nothing repond. I was a bit worried where he might of went in that dark house. I looked around. i heard moans. I felt a chill go down my spine. I feared that he was in danger. I ran into the house. Nothing was there.. It was dark, i looked over to my side. there was a rocking chair which made creepy sounds as it rocked by itself. I stepped back but the door was gone. it was just a brick wall. I looked at a window, it was rainning outside, it was horrible. I put my swords away, forgetting i had them in hand for a while as I walked around the house. "sensei" I called."are you there?"I asked. No repond still. I walked into the kitchen, the water was running. i walked over and turned it off. then a crackle was heard going up the stairs. Turning around I ran out with one sword."Who's there?!!"i said."Answer me!"I yelled. nothing still responded. I contiuned to go, walking up the stars slowly. My heart beated as i jumped a bit from the thunder. I contiuned to walk, i saw a liquid coming out from under the 5 doors in the hallway. I went over as i opened eachone a crack open before stepped back. My eyes widen in fear. I couldn't believe what i was seeing, i stepped back as there in the rooms where My 3 brothers, the Anicent one, and Master splinter, looking at me with terror in their eyes, though anger. They were bleeding like they were hurt, though they were...were soppost to be dead since they all had a knife in their heart. Tears fell as they told me how a failure i was. I stepped back to run down the stairs but stopped at the sight that there was no stairs, ther ewas fire and i was up very high. I looked behind me as they came closer and closer. My heart raced. I didn't know what to do, i then fell off the bplace, flaling into the fire, though a light hit me, i woke up in my bed, sweating from that nightmare. It was so bizare, yet scarey. Those are one of the dreams i can never forget in my life.
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Nouran
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*sais nothing...just hugs leo tight*it's ok now
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Leonardo
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*hugs Nouran back* don't worry, kit was just a dream.^_^...or was it?O_o
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Nouran
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hehe calm down! it was realy a dream^_^ sweetie it's ok now...it's ok!
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Guest
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I hope that dream doesn't reflect your own feelings too much Leo...
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Leonardo
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Don't worry guys.:D I just hope it doesn't happen in real life to my brothers and sensei. But i'm not worried one bit.:D
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Leonardo
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January 17, 2007
Dear Daily,
Yes, like raphael said in his dairy, Coco did kiss me.^_^; It, didn't feel so different. it was alright i guess.
And the day is coming soon. on Jan. 20th will be a fantastic day, it's the day that I met Veronica and the rest of her sisters and cousions.:D So were celebrating that at the park^_^ Though Vero could'n't stop hugging me.O_o
Anyway, ya, the New Year was great like raph mentioned, Vero was shaking the firechackers to look like figures in the sky with her powers.:D I am though having a great time with all my TMNT Fans out here. Espeically brothers.
I just hope that my visions will be alright. i've been getting these weird visions fro mthe 'future'. Must be cody or such....yikes..Cody...i don't want to know.-_-;
Anyway, i'm changing a bit, though seems my brothers are kind of lacking on my leadership and trust...that's how i feel often now.:S i guess it's because were just growing up...well It's time to go train...i' out. Laterz.
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Nouran
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laterz*waves*=P!!
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Guest
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Now, that entry was better than the other one ~_^
And Leo, it's okay to be worried.
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Leonardo
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thanks.:)
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Guest
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Welcome ^^
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Shellsweet
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(*hugs Leo*^^)
Theres no need to worry bro.
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Leonardo
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*smiles* i'm not worried guys.^_^ well not much.:D
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Leonardo
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January 18, 2007
Dear Dairy,
THis morning i got up at 3 am in the monring for my morning excrises, nothing is much refreshing than the cold breeze blowing through your face from a hot lair. I've seen new sights and well, i ran into some trouble. There was a PD(Purple dragon) that was after a young girl, about 6 years old. So i had to stop him some how, but in that fight i had broke my shellcell, not very exciting now is it? I knew don would kill me if he found out which he didn't yet.^_^;
After that, i returned to the lair, it was 4 am and my brothers were still asleep, suprsinly Splinter was up meditating. I told him about my dreams and such. he told me just to not worry and to keep guard, very close guard of my actions. when my brothers started to stir we did our warm ups and such. though i kept a good eye on them. I was still fearing something but i just couldn't say what. I watched them carefully, my mind going somewhere else. Mikey looked at me oddly though like if i was some kind of weird-o.
Trainning was great, like always, learning a new move that my brothers yet don't know. i may use it on them.:D
Anyway, laterz.
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Michelangelo
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*yawns* Alright what did I miss now?
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Nouran
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mikey?!?....i love those diaries:D!!!
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Leonardo
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*looks at mike and shakes head* nothing...
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Leonardo
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Jan. 19, 2007
Dear Dairy,
Again, I did the same thing this morning, waking up at 3 am to tak a run, this time i came home at 3:30 am, just a 30 min. trip since there wasn't that much trouble around the area. it was pretty calm this morning for once. I got my breakfast, ate than went to train by my self. Vero was awake asking me all these questions about what was wrong, if i had something on my mind. I just ingnored her and changed the subject for the first. I don't want my brothers and the others to get worried about me to stop whatever they are doing and ruin their time worring about me more than usal.
TOmorow i'm not going to be here with my brothers since Me, Vero and her sisters are going to the park for our celebration of the day we met.^_^ Though i just get worried more.:S just hope we don't need to fight from party crashers.
After a few hours being by myself i was just roaming the sewers for inpections to make sure it was clear and no monsters and such roaming around. I am getting older, i think i'm cable of doing things myself.
Later when i returned like a efw hours late my brothers were up. They seemed to be worried of something but i didn't pay attention much. I just watched them, but then while i did they just faded as i went to deep though, almost as if having a nightmare or if i was going to murder someone. i don't know why i just felt different that day. Something is really crazy going on, i can feel it. After a while as i watched them i walked away to the meditation room, sitting down crisscross, but thinking still. I can't recall but i had a deep daydream. I couldn't stop thinking of the future yet to come, especailly the past. i was worried, what if i can't tak ecare of my brothers...sensei's time is coming to an end soon, i can't do this without him. I won't beable to control my brothers alone. Is my leadership lacking? What?!...*sighs* well i guess we all have out sucesses and failures....Well better go back to trainning. Leonardo over and out
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Guest
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Wow. That's... Not interesting, as that. But it makes me think. I'm sorry to hear about your worries. Try to remember what Tara told you... 'Cause she's right
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Nouran
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huh leo.....why are you so.....huh you need cheering up sweetie*hugs tight*..better^_^?
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Michelangelo
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*gasp* Leo can't get depressed! If he gets depressed again then the whole world will explode!
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Guest
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Not really funny Mike...
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Leonardo
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*smiles* thanks nouran*hugs nouran back than glares at mikey*
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Michelangelo
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I wasn't trying to be funny...I can be serious one in a while ya know
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Nouran
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mikey i'm so gonna get you run because if i put my hands on you i'm gonna*chases mikey*
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Shellsweet
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Dont listen to mike. *pats mikes head*
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Guest
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Doesn't people care about what I say...?
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Leonardo
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Well, i know*sighs* and that talk with Tara is still going around my head,...but ya.i'll try not to worry.
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Leonardo
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Jan. 20, 2007
Today I didn't wake up ealy, suprsinly. i was awake dead last. Though i didn't stay to train. i just left the lair and went to the park to hang with Vero and the crew. we had a great time partying and such. one of the activitys was sparring, no dought.
It was funny when Amanda kept pulling a prank on Ariana. I swear they are just like raph and mikey. Ariana attacked amanda and they both accidnetly fell into the water. Me and vero had to fish them out.
Shelby and me were helping with the food, putting it around the tables as vero was tring to dry off amanda and ariana. Their sensei Master Cayikuro was funny. and a pretty cool dude at the matter of fact. he's just like splinter. i hope sensei can meet him one day. After a few party games and such, we of cosre went for a swim in the lake for a while. though it was sooooooo freezing cold in there, but ariana and amanda were use to it since they were still a bit wet. Vero and ariana tackled me for fun in the water.^_^ Shelby and amanda were just drinkning a Dr. pepper on the other side near the edge of the lake. When we got out we decided to go for a quick run and such together. After that it was already 10 pm. I went downtown with them to go play pool and such. it was shell-tastic and fun. i wanted to stay up all night if i could.:D We ate Chili's, i love their baby back ribs*yum*
Anyway, it was now 11: 45 pm. I went back home late. Sensei been asking me why i was gone so long that i should've been back at least at 9 pm. I just ingnored him and went to bed. i just laid down looking at the ceiling. i swear today was a fun day, at least it got me off my mind a bit.
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Guest
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*nods and then reads the new entry* Wow... Sounds like a fun day ^^ But... You really ignored Splinter?? I'm glad to hear that you can also be a little "careless" and just have fun and forget time... ^^
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Shellsweet
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(YAY! glad you had fun!)
Don: So thats where you went huh?
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Michelangelo
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You all left me!! *cries* I can't believe it!
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Leonardo
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Well i iddn't mean to ingore sensei.^_^;
And ya, i had fun.:D sorry mikey.^_^ we would've but i though you would've known and followed.
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Michelangelo
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Nooo I slept all day *whines*
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Leonardo
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*smiles* well sorry still..
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Leonardo
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Jan. 22, 2007
Dear Dairy,
Today was just a crazy day. Vero been keeping me up all morning long. she been excited on the Contest she entered because tommorow that sweetstakes for that Corbin and Kyle thing will be announcing the winners on that day or after that day.^_^; Since she thinks corbin is cute. she's hoping to get it. She also er...gave me a kiss this morning.^_^;; and it was kind of embressing..  cause it was on the lips behind the lair door. Just hope my brothers didn't see it, none the less take a picture of it..i know what happened last time..*glares at mikey* Anyway, after that I was trainning alone for a while until i was meditating, i was mostly meditating all day, not talking to any of my brothers and such. All well. Guess i was tried.^_^ so that's mostly all i've done. not much eh?
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Guest
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| Leonardo wrote: | | Well i iddn't mean to ingore sensei.^_^; |
Okay ^^ Just wondered
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Guest
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| Leonardo wrote: | Jan. 22, 2007
Dear Dairy,
Today was just a crazy day. Vero been keeping me up all morning long. she been excited on the Contest she entered because tommorow that sweetstakes for that Corbin and Kyle thing will be announcing the winners on that day or after that day.^_^; Since she thinks corbin is cute. she's hoping to get it. She also er...gave me a kiss this morning.^_^;; and it was kind of embressing.. cause it was on the lips behind the lair door. Just hope my brothers didn't see it, none the less take a picture of it..i know what happened last time..*glares at mikey* Anyway, after that I was trainning alone for a while until i was meditating, i was mostly meditating all day, not talking to any of my brothers and such. All well. Guess i was tried.^_^ so that's mostly all i've done. not much eh? |
Awww cute ^^ Sounds like a nice and peaceful day ****
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Michelangelo
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*shifty eyes* Uhh what picture are you talking about Leo? Certainly not the one of you this morning *cough cough*
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Shellsweet
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Mike,- never mind. im glad you had a nice day. ^^
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Michelangelo
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yeeesss?
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Leonardo
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hehe, ya i did Japangirl.:D
*looks at mikey and crossses arms* say what?!*blushes*
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Michelangelo
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Hrmm...is this what they call "digging your own grave"?
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Leonardo
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*blushes* maybe...^_^;; Oh shell!O_O wait a second..don't tell me that.....
...*grins and darts off*
*darts off* VERO! GET BACK OVER HERE!
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Leonardo
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Jan. 23, 2007
Dear dairy,
GOD LEE!...Vero sreamed throughout the whole lair this morning.O_O it shook the whole world almost. She said something to me that i kind of forgot. man..** I hope she gives me an answer soon to a question of mine i asked her...*shaking a bit*
Anyway, it was 3 am when she woke me up from the screaming...-_-; So i just went into her room to calm her down then went to get a snack. Went to the dojo to train but for some reason i didn't feel like trainning so me and vero went out for some fun at the park again. Thoough i swear before i went i saw Amanda with raph's sais in her hands....*shrugs*
Though it was fun for a while until some thugs came to crash vero's and i little h-er......um..well little 'party'.^_^ so we of cosre fought back. though vero chased away to most.:S i still don't get girls sometimes.
When we came back vero left to the dojo with her sisters and i just went to the couch, watching the tv with mikey. though he was watching soap opra....which he was cring mostly because Jessica's wedding dress got...strained?*eyes mikey((lol, you know where that stament came from kristin*shellsweet*))* Anyway..after a while i noticed Kevin was home late. So i went over and asked where he been. of cosre he wanted to leave for no training. so i told him he's grounded. Kids these days. 
And from over hearing...i heard over my shoulder when mikey was talking to raph and don about a Picture?! i'm not sure excatly, but i have a few ideas what will happen if he found out another thing from what we were talking about in the pic.
Well anyway that's about it from today. i just went back to meditation. laterz.
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Guest
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Wow... Hectic ^_o
What were you about to write here: "... little h-er......um..well little 'party' " ? Hehehe
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Leonardo
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hehe...a serect you won't find out...i hope.O_O
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Michelangelo
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Whhhaaa?! Me crying? Never!! *shifty eyes*
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Leonardo
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riiiiiiiight..
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Michelangelo
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Its true!! I would never do such a childish thing..*cough*
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Leonardo
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*glares*
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Nouran
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hehehe:D!!
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Guest
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| Leonardo wrote: | | hehe...a serect you won't find out...i hope.O_O |
Awww, Leooo, please! *makes even better puppy face than Mike*
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Shellsweet
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(what!? im sure mike's watched one. i expreance it...its sooo annoying! ><)
Whats that suppose to mean?
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Leonardo
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nooooooo , not the puppy eyes!!O_O
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Nouran
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aww....sooo cute!
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Leonardo
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^_^;;;
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Nouran
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hehe sorry=P!
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Guest
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Leooo! Please tell mee! I won't tell anyone else!
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Leonardo
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its kk nouran.*looks at Japangirl* Don't worry, Vero(turtle) already said it in her dairy..well mikey told her to.-_-;
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Guest
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Okay,...
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Leonardo
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Jan. 27, 2007
Dear Dairy,
*yawns* it's soooooo tiring today.^_^; i can't wait until i see Vero(human) laterz today.:D
Though i hope Kevin is alright, he's been sneeking off lately. all well, that's kids for ya, not like my little sis is enough trouble already.:D
Today just been a regular day really, nothing new, so tried.*yawns again* anyway, i'm heading to the sack before vero(human) comes tonight....can't believe it's almost Valentines/Feburay already.O_o
Laterz......*sleeps*
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Shellsweet
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Im not doing anything illegal if thats what your thinking. <D im joking with ya bro.
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Leonardo
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*jerks up from sleep*huh?! who what when where why how?!O_O
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Nouran
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awww.....
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Guest
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Haha, poor Leo. I'm tired too >< I got like four hours sleep...
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Leonardo
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^_^; well, i hope you don't fall asleep on us.:D
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Nouran
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huh you both need a rest....japangirl you go have a rest and leo....umm you go have a rest too*grins*
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Leonardo
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*blushes* i'm fine,:D trust me.^_^
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Nouran
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hey.....to let you know if you wanna be a great warrior you need skills weapons but most importantly good health!
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Guest
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That's right Leo!
And I don't have time to rest Nouran. I have homework and this time I want to get good marks because I worked for it! And I should also practice karate and the flute.
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Leonardo
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i know nouran, but i don't need much now.^_^
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Nouran
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huh ok...wow...you play on the flute:D??...that music is so quiet and nice^_^!
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Leonardo
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awsome.:D the flute.^_^
Vero: just once i played the french horn, and trust me...it's hard and takes your breath away. @_@
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Nouran
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hehehe i like orgu the most.....i know how to play a littleO_o!
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Guest
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Orgu?? O_o What's that?
And thanks ^^ I'm glad you like my taste...  But know what? Yesterday I realized that I probably have to stop playing after the summer holiday 
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Nouran
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aww...why?....aw the Orgu is like a piano but more technical...you know you can press on a button and bom you can hear drums....that's just a very small example though^_~!
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Leonardo
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Jan. 31 2007
Dear Dairy,
*Yawns* i have no idea where my brothers are at, haven't seen them for a long while...it's like they just vanished, I kind of feel sorry for Vero though, seems bad/good news happened that she heard yestuday. She might explain it though.
I can't wait to go out with vero again, though last time i think mikey followed us.O-o not sure.*yawns* i'm so tried today, better get some sleep, laterz....zzzzzzzzz
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Nouran
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aww.....good night handsome^_^!
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Leonardo
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*siles in sleep*
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Nouran
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aw dear i didn't know leo looks so cute when he's sleaping*puppy eyes*
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Guest
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I have to stop because of too much homework. I don't have time for both the flute and karate. But it's a shame, since I've been playing since I was 8....
Awww... *looking at Leo*
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Leonardo
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*opens one eye lokoing at the two girls*....*blushes*
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Nouran
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hehe are you awake handsome?
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Leonardo
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*opens other eye and smiles* ya, i'm awake...*grins*
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Nouran
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yay!!.....i'm so happy:D......hehe sorry!!...hyper......and sick-_-!
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Leonardo
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*hugs* i hope you get better.
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Nouran
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how can i not get better while i'm with you....^_^?*blushes*
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Guest
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*laughs*
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Leonardo
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*blushes*
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Nouran
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aww.....i'm cured now^_^!
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Guest
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So, Leo, how are things with you and Veronica? (:
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Leonardo
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Well*blushes*^_^; everything's going fine, so far our valentines is going alright.:D everything is going prefectly as planned thanks to you guys.:)
Though she caught the Flu, she's doing better now and is recovering from a broken heart from the death of her Uncle Joe.:S I hope she'll be alright.
Though i go see her off and on to see that's she's alright and stay there for a few hours than leave than go back to help her out. so i've been out of the lair alot this week.
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